I've taken a deep breath
I'm aware that I'm between spaces
Like the entirety of my whole life
Moving between what is and what it could be
Fighting it all within frozen times
But still I need to look up
Remind myself that I've a choice
In between is the 'letting go'
Do you see the space of existence
Where you are free
I do, I have, it's just is
There is the brown leaf against a grey sky
There is a door too big for the house
There is a writers block in my mind
There is Love in spaces I haven't reached
All questions seemed to be answered
I'm not struggling anymore
I'm not present but I'm still here
I'm where giving permission to myself is true
The only reality is what I see
And what I see, my heart manifests
But my gut and instincts deny
And my mind accepts a challenge
I'm done for the day
I'm done thinking about the nature of things
The grey sky and the empty trees
I'm ready to let go and yet believe.
