I don't remember your face

I have closed my eyes as I sit on the edge of this hill,

the sensation of panic as my feet submerge in the precipice,

a tingling feeling as the wind's hands pull me down,

this blindness in the dark as I lift my hands to touch you,

I trace every edge and corner as I memorize your face,

the warmth of your breath burns my palms,

the tears on your soft skin is melting into mine,

I am crying now because my chest is full,

I am getting heavier because you are fading away,

there is no breath, no tears, no warmth, just smoke,

I am blind but I can feel you sinking in the valley,

the wind is taking you away and I am reaching out,

I am not afraid of the hill or the darkness anymore,

I am leaning over as I spread my arms to dive into the sea below,

I will be smoke and air and everything alive with you,

And as I leap I don't remember your face anymore.