"Yes i don't 'love' myself,
at least not in the entirety of the word,
there are parts of me that are unlovable,
they are not bad or evil, just unlovable
and that's ok.
Because i accept myself,
I know my truth now,
I understand my soul and it's color,
I know how it changes every second,
I know what parts ache and yearn,
I understand the restlessness,
I breath through the fatigue.
So yes, i don't love myself,
Because it will keep me from growing,
It might even keep me from learning,
the thrill of the unknown will remain unknown,
Just like on the outside,
The insides need a hollowness,
A space where there is absence of love,
Because it's where courage thrives,
And acceptance grows like a tree,
Of who i really am,
And that's someone who doesn't love herself,
at least not selflessly or unconditionally,
And that's ok."
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